I’ve been having some wacky stuff happening to me.
Out of all the wacky stuff that has been happening, I scared of falling in love. I have been dating about … three ish guys during the past two months. I’m such a dumb ass. I mean I’m not, but I am. I don’t like these guys, and I never did. I think everyone deserves a chance. So that’s why I went on a date with each of them. These guys are just too…. normal. They are boring. I hate boring. After the first date it was like eh.. why am I here. So I turned them into my “special” friends. and believe me.. they even suck at that. ;[
Guy Number one: Mexican, in his mid 20’s.he’s a slave to his job./work has no papers. likes the younger girls. (keep asking me if i was 15.. I think now I upgraded to an 18 yr) I can barely communicate with him. I dont like him…. fun, but not for me. boring.. he is boring. didn’t finish HS. .. chunty humor… he is not my type….no matter how much he changes for me. and he wasn’t me to have kids with him…. ah. no! I don’t thinking so.
Guy number two: African (yep born over there, lol) well spoken, smart, but makes everything dull, and eh, LVN, early 20’s. this one is strictly a booty call. I can talk to him about anything….. and yea… booty call. okay humor. oh and you DON’T need a wheelchair *wink wink*.
Guy number three: Caucasian. 23, biker. tall, virgin but horny. lol has mono wants naked pix… (ah… no :\ ) boring, boring, boring, typical guy. oh and a BS in engineering. humor sucks
There’s guys bore me. I’d my guy to be smart. fun smart. like random facts smart. funny. I dork, geek, nerdy, fun, random. and the weird thing is.. I have found him.. but I’m scared of giving him a chance. I don’t like this feeling it makes me well weak and vulnerable. I hate it. I don’t want to fall in love because it will ruin my career plans. This guy is someone I just recently met. I have stop talking to the other douche bags. tee hee. This other guy feels like my soul-mate… and I hate it heartcore.